wonderfully made: September 2016

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

beau andrew | 12 month update

Hey y'all! Beau is now halfway through 12 months and I feel like I'm over the emotional part of it and into the 'this is a new fun stage in life' part, so I can write about it now! 

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I posted about his party as well as his 1 year pictures, but here are some pictures from his actual birthday.

We made sure to play at home that day and then we went to the mall, had Chick-fil-A, and played in the little toddler play area. Beau got hit in the face by another toddler (who had 1-2 years on him) and I had a MAJOR mama bear moment. I almost cried! He cried for a little bit but then was back at it. That night, we ate at home and then we went and had fro-yo at Monster Yogurt. They have their own play area so Beau played in the empty area for his inaugural play place experience! We came home and he opened the present from us. I picked up this grocery toy at Target on a whim and he has loved it! I really like it too and I think it will grow with him for quite a few years. 

I feel like he's come a LONG way since 11 months, so here's what he's up to now:

-he went from zero teeth at 11 months to having FOUR teeth today! He got his first tooth at 11 months and 1 week and had 2 by his birthday. They were snaggle teeth, one on the bottom left and one on the top right. He had been working on the top left for awhile but it was taking it's sweet time, but I checked last night and not only had it had a growth spurt, but the bottom right had come in too! Oh, the exciting world of baby teeth. :)

-he is working on walking. He takes a step or two here and there but hadn't been interested in his walker until he got this one from my aunt and uncle for his birthday. He went from uninterested to tearing across the room. I took this video the day after we brought out this walker for him. We don't practice walking with him a lot because honestly, I think life is easier with a crawler. ;) I'm thinking he'll pick it up in the next month, though, so watch out! He is a speedy crawler, so right now that's working for him....for now.

-his hair is SO long. And still blonde. I'm itching to get it cut, but at the same time will seriously mourn his curls. It's just a total mop now, though! What to do, mamas??

-he understands SO much now. I have normal conversations with him and honestly I think he picks it all up. He can follow lots of commands. Here's a quick list:

-brush your hair
-take your paci out
-find your paci
-how old are you? (holds up one finger)
-where are your shoes/feet? (touches his shoes/feet)
-take this to daddy
-where's motley/kitty/daddy/etc (points)
-where's the cow/pig/dog (points, touches, or goes and gets his toys)
-where's the ball?
-drink your water
-sit down/stand up/push/open/shut/touch

-I wrote a long post about our breastfeeding journey but since his last monthly update, he has been weaned and is fully on cow's milk now. We had no issues transitioning and bedtime has gotten even better!

-His vocabulary is sort of expanding...like with the walker, I think he is going to suddenly start speaking one day. He understands a TON but only says mama, dada, and nana. He maaaaaybe says dog and I think he has started saying 'night-night' (ny-ny) because I say that every time he takes a nap or goes to bed and he has started to laugh and smile because he is happy about it. I also think he is on the verge of saying ball and cat. We recently took one of our cats back and he is super interested in her. I will say "cat" to him and he will make the end sound, the 't-'. It's pretty cute, anyway. 

-he is a pointing fool lately. We started working with him at 11 months to be able to say "1" with his pointer finger and it was around that time that he started gesturing towards things but with his whole arm and hand rather than just his finger. Right after he turned 1 he figured it out and now he is constantly pointing and grunting to go along with it. 

-he is dancing! Dancing is a new favorite pasttime. He does it in the high chair, in the car seat, at church, in his crib, with his toys, everything. He will go push a button on one of his toys to make the music start and then will continue playing with other toys, all while getting down to the beat. It's adorable.

It was such a great year and we're just getting started! Can't wait to see what year 2 has in store for us!

Monday, September 19, 2016

true story | breastfeeding

A reader reached out to me and asked if I would consider posting about my experience with breastfeeding. I have to say - I was caught off guard because I hadn't ever thought about posting about it. It's not that I don't have a lot to say on the subject (I do), it's just that it's been such a natural experience for me for the past 12 months and I haven't really thought about all of the thought that went into it before having Beau. 

[stop right here if you don't want to hear about the ins and outs of breastfeeding. I'll keep it as simple as I can, promise. ;)]

First of all, I should say that this is solely my experience. I made the decision to breastfeed from the start and I am thankful that I had little to no complications and was able to continue with my choice from the beginning. I'm somewhat passionate about my decision to breastfeed but I respect all women and their choice (or sometimes not much of a choice) to go a different route. Everyone leads a different life and all of our stories are unique.

From the time I found out I was pregnant, I was pretty sure I wanted to breastfeed. My sister did, my mom did, cousins and friends and friends of friends did, and it was just the natural choice for me. All throughout my pregnancy I read. I read A LOT. I mostly read in online forums (the bump and babycenter) but I had a few hard books at my disposal, too. The horror stories for breastfeeding are out there and they are out there in DROVES. It isn't hard to get spooked by the stories of mastitis, tongue tie, cluster feeding, you name it. 

I was blindly and overly optimistic about breastfeeding, so much so that I didn't register for bottles or bottle cleaning supplies and I never bought a box of formula. I saved the sample box that was mailed to me but otherwise, I was leaning on breastfeeding and counting on it to work. There were multiple times during my pregnancy that I told my husband "I really hope breastfeeding works out because I haven't budgeted for formula". I can't say whether that determination helped me succeed or not, but I'm glad that I was successful!

So fast forward to Beau's birth. Through all my reading, I decided I wanted to do delayed cord clamping - google it if you need to, but basically we waited about 3 minutes for Mark to cut the umbilical cord. It's most common in premies but it's helpful for all babies because it allows the umbilical cord to pump all the good nutrients it's been supplying to the baby over the last 9 months until it quits pulsing. It helps the babies to breathe, their skin to get nice and pink, and of course that extra punch of nutrients is nice. Then, as most hospitals recommend now, we did skin to skin time. We had about 30 minutes of that so Beau could smell me and feel me and we could bond. This is typically when the baby first nurses (google videos of babies instinctively scooting over to breastfeed for the first time - it's amazing!) but Beau had some breathing irregularity at first so the nurses suggested we wait a little longer.

My family came in and met him and then I nursed him. He latched right on and away he went! It really was that easy. Of course, it stung when he nursed for the first couple of days, but that gradually went away over the first month. While we were in the hospital, I noticed that I had a few blisters from him but I just asked the nurse and she corrected his latch. We didn't have any other issues after that. 

Beau was born on a Tuesday and my milk came in on Friday night. I did get a bit engorged and it was pretty uncomfortable so I pumped just a little bit that weekend to ease the pressure. I didn't want to pump everything out because that would signal my body to replace what I was pumping so I just did enough to give me some relief. Luckily that helped!

At home, I used lanolin cream and nursing pads (ugh!) for about the first two months until things evened out. Your body will figure out pretty quickly what it needs to supply for baby and it will level out and change with his growth spurts. From the beginning, Beau was on a 3 hour nursing schedule and he continued that a bit past the introduction of solids (We started spreading out the feedings around 8 months). There was a day or two that he wanted to cluster feed but I just went with his signals and by the next day, he was back to normal. He slept in a rock n' play next to our bed for about 10 weeks and it was so easy to feed him at night. I would turn on the lamp next to my bed, scoop him up, and feed him and then change his diaper and set him back down. I never had to hear him cry much or wake up Mark and it worked great for us. Once he started waking up less during the night, we all slept better and I learned how to feed him without even turning the lamp on. Even better, I learned how to nurse on my side laying down and that was great! He was always a big baby and I rarely fell asleep so I wasn't too worried about that - but definitely evaluate yourself honestly if you consider doing that, for safety!

With all the fuss about nipple confusion, I have to say we didn't have any issues. We gave him a couple different pacifiers in the hospital which he took but didn't seem too interested in. When we got home, we tried the MAM brand and haven't turned back since. He LOVES them. He has never refused me and they have been the perfect soothers for him when he just wants to suck (this is a natural need for babies and why I'm completely okay with using pacifiers...because the alternative would be me!). We also tried a bottle on him when he was 3 or 4 weeks old. I had no idea what I was doing so I just used the Munchkin Latch bottle (it came free with our swag bag for registering at Target) and it's been his favorite bottle. We tried introducing him to a cold bottle but after some trial and error, we learned that just made him mad. Even now that he is on cow's milk at night, he will only drink it down if it is warmed.

I never had a big freezer stash of my milk, but I always had about 5-6 bags on hand. It's hard to devote the time to pump and deal with the oversupply and I just never had the need for a large quantity in the freezer. 

I honestly credit breastfeeding to the massive shedding of weight during the first month post partum. I was sweating SO MUCH (and my hormones are still wacky so I'm always hot) and I lost 20 pounds of baby weight in the first 4 weeks after Beau was born. I did nothing else to do that and I really think it was all the calories being burned in the process of nursing that helped me lose that weight. 

I came across this article on facebook and while it's taken me more than a month to get through it (it's LONG), it boggles my mind and just reinforces so many of the reasons why breastfeeding was important to me. Our bodies were SO made to do this and it's just amazing, really. 


From the beginning, Beau was a quick nurser. I learned within the first couple of weeks that I really only needed to feed him from one side. Since I knew about fore milk and hind milk, I knew it was important for him to drain one side and that took about 15 minutes. By that time, he was full! So I only fed from one side (alternating each time) since then. I can assure you that once your body gets used to it, there are no weird side effects ;).

I nursed in public but I always used a cover. Beau did all he can to uncover himself but he was usually not successful. I used a cover more for myself than for others, but I imagine the general public appreciates it. There is a LOT of talk out there about nursing in public but luckily I've never had any negative experiences (except for the fact that most stores don't have a place to sit down and nurse.) I've realized that most people don't even realize you are nursing as long as your baby is quiet. When Beau was 6 days old, we were checking out at the pediatrician and I was nursing standing up (because that's when he was only about 10lbs) with my cover on. A woman about 45 came up to me and was ooh-ing over Beau's tiny feet sticking out. She made a little small talk about babies and how little they are and how her son used to be that little (he was with her and about 11) and then she asked if she could peek at Beau. I hesitated but for some reason said yes and she started to peek into my cover BUT before she did so, she realized I was nursing! She said "OH! Are you nursing?!" and I laughed and said yes. She thought he was sleeping and I was just covering him with a blanket. Too funny! Awkward encounter avoided.

I thought I was going to be very emotional when weaning Beau but I have handled it well. I think I spent the last couple of months coming to terms with it and when I nursed him for the last time on the night of his birthday, I was happy with how far we have come. He is now fully on cow's milk and has not nursed since September 8th. We had 3 bags of milk left so we gave them to him for the three nights following his birthday but since then, it's just been a sippy cup of cow's milk before bed. I started weaning him around 10 months. We slowly went from 4 to 3, to 2, and then finally to 1 feeding per day. At 11 months he was nursing in the morning and at night and then halfway through 11 months we dropped down to just at night. The hardest feeding to drop was his afternoon feed around 3pm because that was when he got fussy. Now we just have a snack or nothing at all and he is fine. Other than that, he never acted liked he missed nursing and it was smooth sailing! After I nursed him for the last time, I had Mark give him his milk for the next three nights so he could get used to a bottle. It's so great letting Mark put him to bed now (freedom!!!) and I think that helped him disassociate bedtime with nursing. I am so happy we made it to 12 months, my original goal, with no issues! It's a great feeling. 

Another time, when Beau was about 4 months old, we were at Emporium Pies and it was PACKED. Baby was hungry, though, so I whipped out the cover and fed him quickly. When we were leaving, a girl with a tiny baby strapped to her asked if I "just nursed in public". Of course I said yes and she started praising me and saying how "cool" that was and that she didn't have the nerves to do that yet. I made light of it and was just like "pssh, yeah, it's no big deal" so even though I didn't get to really talk to her about it, I hope I gave her some confidence to do so! I can't imagine not being able to nurse wherever I am and then continue on with my day.

It's kind of a shame, but I feel like I should end with some big disclosure about how my experience doesn't necessarily mean that you'll have the same experience and while that is 100% true, I know that it IS possible to have a happy nursing story. I never thought that I necessarily enjoyed nursing, but I considered it a necessity and my body did what it was supposed to do and followed through. I don't have some secret to nursing successfully...all I can say is to relax, trust your body, and put your mind in a place to nurture your baby the best you can. I think new moms underestimate their natural instinct and the confusion can lead to a snowball effect of failure. Anyway, I just know that nursing was a positive experience for Beau and I and I am happy that I was able to nourish him for 12 months of his life.

If you are thinking about breastfeeding your baby, I know it can be hard to see all of the different experiences out there. I urge you to do a moderate level of research, ask for help, and really consider the benefits and downfalls of each option. Money, time, sleep...all of these are factors in nourishing your baby, whether you breastfeed or use formula. Just make the best decision for you and especially for your baby! And as always, please email me with any questions you need answered. I'm an open book and will gladly share my experience! 

Monday, September 12, 2016

you are my sunshine | beau's first birthday party

We held Beau's birthday party at my parents' house on Labor Day this year. It was a family affair and we were trying to avoid as many Saturday football conflicts as possible and it seemed to work out! The weather was perfect for swimmers and loungers alike. 

I decided on a 'you are my sunshine' theme because that is the song that Beau has heard probably every day of his life. I distinctly remember rocking him around the kitchen while singing that song when he was 2 weeks old. I also remember a few days of fussiness around the 4-6 week mark and after trying everything, I would start loudly singing and he would be asleep in seconds. We now use the song as the signal to go to sleep at night and during naps, so it was an easy choice for our theme!

I haven't hosted a big outdoor party before so it took some adjusting and it definitely wasn't a 'pinterest party', but it was fun and that's all that matters! 

My sister took photos during the party and I'm so glad to have them!

He was not a fan of his hat...

...but he soon forgot once the cake came out!

I mean...do you think they're related? #twins

I had some good helpers!

Weston is my cousin's son and he is just about 3 weeks younger than Beau! 

It was a fun night and a big THANK YOU to everyone that helped, including my parents for letting us use their house. I'm thinking a McDonald's birthday party from here on out...I'm still recovering!

I have some photos from Beau's actual birthday that I'll post here soon. Happy Birthday to my boy!
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